12 August 2010, 1840 hrs,
Writing after a long period of time! I wanted to write, But Don’t know why, life engulfed me into it, and I was always kept busy in unnecessary things. Had great experiences in past few months. The biggest of them was that I gave my last exam of Degree as I graduated from my college! We all know that one day, life will change, life will deviate from all those paths which we are walking on, life will show all those things which we expected and not. All in all, Life will guide us to the end! But the difference is that, how? We all have different stories, We all have different roles in life. We do different things, different thoughts and different minds. Everyone of us have a motto, some like me don’t have that too! People starts planning about their lives as they grow, people start executing them as they live on. But, there are people, who make plans, make ideas, make minds! But are unable to execute them at right time and right place! Even they never execute them! One of those kinds is me! In Past few years, I learnt, that My life is like a game. Every time I try to win, I fail! People come into this game, they play, they score and they win! And now I think that why life is like this to me? Why I see that phase of my life, which others don’t? Why I am a Looser and who is the winner?
Above lines do confirm it that I am a looser! But there are people, who always say to me that I am not a looser! They say that I have won many things, especially their hearts! And they say that winning hearts of friends is the biggest victory one can taste! Despite of them, there are People, who says me that I am a looser! They say that I never won their heart and that I never tried to won them!
Everyone has different opinion, different views. From all those people who said me good or bad, I learnt One great thing! Life is yours, if God has gifted it to you, then you should know that how to manage it in every deal. If People say you bad, it means you never shared a good relationship with that Particular group of people. This doesn’t mean that you share a bad relationship with everyone! This doesn’t mean that you are looser for everyone! It’s just our mind, which feels us degraded and that our bad relationships make us feel sad for all aspects of life! If you are bad for few people, it doesn’t mean that you are bad for everyone! Whenever you feel like this, just think of those people who loves you, who shares good relationships with you! And then think that life has much to do! Forget those bad parts, look for good things in your life. Always watch out for positive aspects of life, this will help you recover better.
And now, I realise, that you are never a looser, until you loose yourself! Until you lose your dignity, your self-respect and most importantly your faith on yourself!
So now, I feel good and my thoughts about myself has changed. I may be looser for some people, but I am not from my own! I know that I can win, I know that I can move ahead, then why i believe on others! It’s My life, and I know how to manage my deals..
Wrote in frustration, fumbled state of mind! But feels better to share with all of you.
Keep Smiling, Keep Winning, “Life is yours, Make it large!” (At least A very Good Line from a whisky advertisement! ROYAL STAG.....lol)
Will be back with a daring experience of me in few days.... tc
